Todays is a sad day at the Wright house. Today I lost my daughter, and my 2 granddaughters to Saskatchewan. I woke up this morning in a fairly good mood only to be depressed by 7 am. That is when Ryandel and Kyle got up and started to pack for Saskatchewan. I knew this day was coming but hoped it wouldn't. Today I also lost my best friend. Ryandel and I have had such fun together while she has been living here. I have seen the kids grow up right under my nose and now they are gone. I will miss them and I know that it is for the best......but that doesnt stop my heart from breaking! I know I should be a big girl and buck up but I can't...I miss my Kenzie and Addy.
I guess now my other kids and grandkids will have to step up to the plate and fill in the huge gap in my house. ShaeLee and Terek and Emily have always been welcome in my house but unable to come to play at Grandmas too often. They live closer now so that is great too.
As for my other daughter well she has no kids yet but she is just a big kid at heart still so I hope she and her husband will come and visit more often. Maybe I will have to coax everyone for visits with promises to pay for GAS!!!
Well, I love all my kids and they make me so proud and happy. I know that they are here for me in spirit if not in body. I guess I will take my heartache to bed now. And dream of happier times.